Sometimes I ask myself, why heart, why?
I can't help it.
Decisions that I don't have to make, but somehow bring myself into again and again.

My heart is very soft, and sometimes I ask, who can I really trust my heart with?
I come from a family full of love, and yet I always seem to be able to find pain for myself that I really didn't have to choose to go through with.
I wonder if these decisions not only give myself problems, but also give my family problems.
But everything and everyone deserves a chance.

But why do I always choose to end up in such a predicament?
Why do I choose to walk on despite the pain that I see ahead.
Yes, there is a bigger picture..
But it is hard to constantly choose something when you and the people around you are already paying the cost.
Of course I am being appreciated. All that I do is give.
How much more can I give up?
Am I being foolish, or am I doing whats right?
It's hard to be good all the time.

The good thing about me is I always forget the pain that I've gone through, but sometimes I wonder if that just makes me walk deeper and deeper into places that I need not go to.

But I guess every life has it's own ups and downs.
For now, despite all of these, I'm happy with my life.
I just really hope I'm making the right decisions!

Born in USA, also lived in Asia and UK.
I moved to Hong Kong after college and have been living here for the past two years.
My favorite things to do are snacking, talking, and traveling. Reading is a hobby but I don't often replenish my collection, especially if I find the grocery store right next door. My major food groups are sashimi, bread, and red velvet cupcakes. I am easily distracted and a sucker for fairy tales and chick flicks. I am blessed to have grown up in a home full of love and care. I'm loyal and I treasure my friends. I'm a happy person, but I get tired easily. I am a Christian and I'm still working on becoming a good one. I love children and I want to do something meaningful with my life.